Posted September 6th, 2009
So I am not going natural because of a "fad" that people may believe is starting to emerge, or whatever trash you may think. And I am in no way encouraging other black females to rid the weaves or wigs, or the relaxers. You do you. I have never influenced anyone before anyways...Okay that's a lie but w/e.
When I was a wee lass As you can see in my baby photo, I had some thick hair for real, and it was just growing. My mom always did my hair in twists and put these cute colorful baubles in and though it hurt like hell, you know my hair was always stylin' afterwards (as a kid). But I was just tormented in school. When your a little girl stupid shit is just a torment right!? Nowadays I'm like...I seriously got mad at those losers? Anyways, I had to start somewhere. Everyone in middle school was getting their hair straightened, and I still had my thick hair poppin', so I was being made fun of for my hair, my weight (boy when I stopped growing all them calories was packing lmao), my glasses (real ugly frames n shit), my name, my boobs (went through puberty at 10-11), whatever you can think of I got called it! But my hair and glasses were the first things to start bothering me. So I begged my mom for years to rid me of the puffiness, of the curls, of the thick! I wanted straight long hair like everyone else!!!
So...on my 13th birthday my mom took me to the stylist. I don't remember the lady of the process, but I remember how silky long my hair was.....It came to rest on my chest, boy I was the talk after that! "Patrice! Your hair is so long! WOW!" ATTENTION!!?? WHATTT!!!??? Lmao! I was SO happy!!! Then...my hair started breaking...I got my hair cut to my shoulders and my hair has never been back to where it was originally...I want my longer hair back...I want to love what God gave me...And I promise to make my own kids love what God gave them! Unless they're mixed then I mean...what's there to say...Sorry I keeps it real.
So anywho on Sunday September 6th, 2009 at 12:43 P.M. I vow to never get my hair relaxed again...flatiron is a different story I mean a bish can't have a fro all da time.
I am hoping that my hair will grow back longer than before but I don't know if it would really do that. I don't even know what the texture of my hair would be...wavy? tight thick curls? limp? I think this would be an interesting experience for me and I am curious to see how it might influence my future...more confidence? Less confidence? Who knows.
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